Dreams

I find it strange, I have an incredibly clear view of my future. I know exactly what i want to do, who i want to be, and what I want to be to the people around me. I already know i want to be a massage therapist, but that isn't ALL that i want to do, all i want to be.
I want to get married to the man i'm madly in love with (i already have him, and we're already planning to get married once we're both out of college) and eventually get a moderatly sized house to run my business out of. I even know what i want the house to look like, and the greenhouse i want to have adjacent to the main body of the house. I don't even like to garden, but i like the idea of growing food for my family, veggies, herbs, fruits, and spices. Good thing my prospective husband seems to have a green thumb.
I want the house to be big, but not insanely huge. Large enough to accomodate an area for my store and massage parlor, dark wood floors, with dark plush rugs. I want an airy front porch with room for a sitting area, possibly screened, but i'm not sure about that part. I suppose that depends on where we live.
In the stoor that i plan to run out of the bottom floor of my house i want to sell herbs and holistic medicines, as well as scheduling massages to be had in the back rooms of the house. I plan to design the house myself, so it will be the perfect place for a store and living area.
God, this all sounds like a pipe-dream. There is no way that with today's economy, my husband and i will be able to afford to design and build our own house, greenhouse, and have our children grow up getting three square meals a day.
What in the world can i do to make this happen?
I want to be the go-to for whatever small town i'm in, no big cities for me. Maybe we could be NEAR a big city, 20 minute drive, or whatever, but i'm a small town kinda girl.
I want the health nuts to come to my store for all holistic remedies, and i want a book section too, for healthy living books, or books that help people green up their lives.
Does this sound insane? Quite possibly, i heard that the insane don't know they're insane.

At least i have i goal... I just want to make all this work.
Karma... if i work hard i will get what i want out of life, or what i'm meant to have out of life, at the very least.